Haunting me with her eyes,
Her face...
Her look...
Where did I come short?
Or, have I given too much?
Is that why you still continue to haunt me?
Will you ever stop sweetly torturing me?
Oh, the nights
The nights come and along comes my misery--
Just stop, stop!
Stop this unfair illusion.
Tell me, tell me how to let go of something I did not even have...
Tell me how to move on despite of all the sacrifices...
Teach me how to forget, teach me to let it go unconditionally
Give me something to step on...
Let me swallow my pride without hate
Help me to let go without bitterness
Let me face the shame of failure with grace
Give me the strength to set you free-- calmly
That is the only way,
This constricting feeling inside my ribcage right now--
Will finally stop,
And even this end, I will embrace.
